{"id":2387,"date":"2016-11-09T19:13:30","date_gmt":"2016-11-09T19:13:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/?p=2387"},"modified":"2016-11-09T19:13:30","modified_gmt":"2016-11-09T19:13:30","slug":"november-09-2016-at-0213pm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/?p=2387","title":{"rendered":"November 09, 2016 at 02:13PM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I forget who I have been, and who I am now.<\/p>\n<p>I forget the kind of person I used to be.<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;m glad I do, because he wasn&#8217;t someone that I&#8217;d want to know, now.<\/p>\n<p>I am often unaware of the difference between how I&#8217;m seen by people who know me see me, and those who don&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>Because not having to give a fuck about what people I don&#8217;t know think about me is one of the ways I exercise my privilege. <\/p>\n<p>Yesterday, I got a reminder of that when I nearly punched out a plate glass window when my own reflection in it startled me. I put it out of my mind and sort of chuckled under my breath. Just one of those moments that we keep to ourselves, mostly because they are both a little embarrassing, and a little ego feeding. <\/p>\n<p>For my friends who are scared and upset right now, it may be useful to remember that I have your back. That I&#8217;m a phone call away. That no matter who you are, #IllGoWithYou<\/p>\n<p>and I look like this: via Facebook<br \/>\nvia <a href=\"https:\/\/ifttt.com\/?ref=da&#038;site=wordpress\">IFTTT<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I forget who I have been, and who I am now. I forget the kind of person I used to be. And I&#8217;m glad I do, because he wasn&#8217;t someone that I&#8217;d want to know, now. I am often &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/?p=2387\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2387","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2387","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2387"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2387\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2388,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2387\/revisions\/2388"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2387"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2387"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2387"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}