{"id":2389,"date":"2016-11-09T19:13:32","date_gmt":"2016-11-09T19:13:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/?p=2389"},"modified":"2016-11-09T19:13:32","modified_gmt":"2016-11-09T19:13:32","slug":"sometimes-i-forget-who-i-have-been-and-who-i-am-now-i-forget-the-kind-of-person-i-used-to-be-and-im-glad-i-do-because-he-wasnt-someone-that-id-want-to-know-now-i-am-often-unaware-of-the-di","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/?p=2389","title":{"rendered":"Sometimes I forget who I have been, and who I am now. I forget the kind of person I used to be. And I&#8217;m glad I do, because he wasn&#8217;t someone that I&#8217;d want to know, now. I am often unaware of the difference between how I&#8217;m seen by people who know me see me, and those who don&#8217;t. Because not having to give a fuck about what people I don&#8217;t know think about me is one of the ways I exercise my privilege. Yesterday, I got a reminder of that when I nearly punched out a plate glass window when my own reflection in it startled me. I put it out of my mind and sort of chuckled under my breath. Just one of those moments that we keep to ourselves, mostly because they are both a little embarrassing, and a little ego feeding. For my friends who are scared and upset right now, it may be useful to remember that I have your back. That I&#8217;m a phone call away. That no matter who you are, #IllGoWithYou and I look like this:"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><img src='https:\/\/scontent.xx.fbcdn.net\/v\/t1.0-9\/14963363_10102292480362881_8255592463809743106_n.jpg?oh=5e1478a44dc527fe858849f1c254c81b&#038;oe=58CC0F47' style='max-width:600px;' \/><\/p>\n<div>via Facebook https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/photo.php?fbid=10102292480362881&#038;set=a.688200448731.2266266.11014134&#038;type=3<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>via Facebook https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/photo.php?fbid=10102292480362881&#038;set=a.688200448731.2266266.11014134&#038;type=3<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[11,4],"class_list":["post-2389","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-facebook","tag-ifttt"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2389","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2389"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2389\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2390,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2389\/revisions\/2390"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2389"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2389"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifestream.hausderluege.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2389"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}